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2006
myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | 6/26 myspace: eff that shit | 6/25 myspace: Bittersweets ... | roll call | 6/24 myspace: pictures for past blogs | Thanks, Ca | 6/23 myspace: 3 hours of painting and LBC | 6/22 myspace: 345 views as of today... 20 posts. | 6/21 myspace: So lonely... | Unemployed. Again. Great. | 6/20 myspace: Sunomono? | 6/17 myspace: My hair is gorgeous... | simple words | It's so easy... | 6/16 myspace: Strings have snapped, I'm singled out... | 6/15 myspace: I am NOT the fucking maid, damn it | 6/14 myspace: "Uh... I think it must be cold cuz... uh... my drink is kinda alive..." | 6/13 myspace: Why do I bother pretending to be nice | 6/11 myspace: I'm a Crazy F'n Jew but I swear... it's a tumor. | Thanks. No, really. I appreciate it. | Oh shit, I think it's happening... | 6/10 myspace: Off to work I go | Piiiiiece of butt :( | No, I'm not deleting shit. | 6/9 myspace: Quarantine | Stupid shit | how many can i post in a day... | 6/7 myspace: So here is my new blog

2005
myspace : | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | myspace: | 7/12 myspace: my forum | 7/11 myspace: pure brilliance... | 6/26 myspace: cheesecake... *droooool* | 6/8 myspace: Timmmm...er...ina? | 6/5 myspace: fatty fat fat fat fatty fat!!!!! | 6/4 myspace: let's move again! | 5/25 myspace: Lifely babble | 5/12 myspace: All American Food | 4/23 myspace: copy and paste | 4/11 myspace: logic boggles the mind... | 4/5 myspace: too much sleep | 4/4 myspace: smokin' chiles | 3/28 myspace: holy hand | 3/22 myspace: boobaliscious | 3/5 myspace: This device can perform faster | 2/27 transcribed xanga entries, thassit | 2/22 myspace: I steal | 2/11 xanga | 2/11 myspace: Dodgeball, TOKYOOO SHOCK BOOOOYS!!!!!, 50 Things Girls Wish Guys Knew... | 2/5 myspace: mmm; dating | 1/27 xanga | 1/26 myspace: broke, not yellow enough | 1/21 myspace: worm crap | 1/19 myspace: joggin' my mind | 1/15 myspace: celebrity gossip :( | 1/15 xanga | 1/11 myspace: Hooray! Prohibition! | 1/7 myspace: Happy three and a half | 1/5 xanga | 1/3 xanga | 1/2 xanga

2004
12/26 xanga | 12/21 xanga | 12/15 xanga | 12/15 myspace: number, cat, f'up | 12/14 myspace: update on stressors... | 12/12 myspace: pull out my hair and pour lemon juice... | 12/9 xanga | 11/19 xanga | 11/9 xanga | 11/6 xanga | 11/6 myspace: survey... ONE!, survey... TWO! | 11/2 myspace: aaaah I gotta get up... | 11/2 xanga | 10/30 xanga | 10/28 myspace: respondete | 10/27 myspace: lucky boys... lucky me ;) | 10/19 xanga | 10/18 xanga | 10/6 xanga | 9/23 xanga | 9/6 raft with work people, public service blast, grampa l.a., r.i.p. aristotle, trinity, t.v., ducks, omelette, no t.v., school, bugbite, drop, no fair, eric's $500 glasses, leatherby sex | 8/10 risk, hot pot, pool, dead time, circle | 8/1 typing now... | 7/24 eric in living room, little cart, mess, vaio crapped, too many games, xanga, work status unknown, senior, class registration, italian 2a, aaron!, graphic design | 7/24 xanga | 7/15 too much crap, list of things to write about, babies are 2 | 5/30 still moving, shrek again, small place, "free" internet, jie and aaron and i bad ass movin, jon fix apt, no work, far side, turtle lovin', akbash bear, anthro f, new major | 5/25 moving sucks, mourning snail, saturday move, leatherby's, wake 2pm, smokey/turtle, mommy rash, allergy insurance, shrek 2, jon final, computer science major?, grades | 5/20*no leatherby's, xangaed, shoes hurt, tahoe fun, not get up, carpet pee, crazy movin, bruised foot, loan | 5/17 xanga | 5/7happy 7, gamble, birthdays, coms?, sleep worse, nosy pee, moving, flab, climbing shoes and shirt, pain, eyemaze.com, mallet crazy, last week of school, more xanga | 5/4 xanga | 4/16 end diet, dr. phil, useless dr., jon cardio, gpa fall, new major, no up, new apartment, nosy butt, ugly fat | 4/14 xanga | 3/30 rant: southbeach, jon, dad, life, over it | 3/27 xanga | 3/22 jon bday, armptreng, wrist, psych/counselor, child commercial, eyelashes, nana face, loogie, lady paw, southbeach | 3/17 eoty 2005!, sing/pop peeve, arnold god, selfish, order of god, jeremy spit, bored, lemur | 3/14 carpal tunnel, taste dead, superchunk, mathcount, f'n homeless, cpk, middle eastern dinner | 3/9 meds hating: sweat, coma, migraine, hot, weight gain, finish work, door crowd, fafsa | 2/25* aristotle attacked, no power, new job, sunshine buddy, desk pic, lan | 2/25 xanga | 2/20 poo, last day, climbing v1, italian list/site, isketch, guestbook down, psychic: boy, desmond, desk, nosy social/daring | 2/16 wart hair woman, no english cd man, go home, new job, b money, new schedule, karate, valentine's, giant cookie | 2/12 tropical skittles and gushers, bathroom, climbing pain gone, stupid kids back, raccoon month, kid commercials, miss school, msn butterfly, gag me, scarf-hat | 1/20* new clothes, rock climb, bruise | 1/19 lan, q3f, pychedelik, big fish, boarding with aaron, lost phiz, nipples bad | 1/14 nanna 90, no more jessica, citrate, aristotle pic, java script | 1/11 allergy, no zombie kids, stupid customers: man machine no good, jessica rodriguez, magnesium citrate, jie & aaron | 1/2 livejournal, xanga, allergy shots, evil board, jon full time, dinner, neat, new years, san diego, aaron | 1/2 xanga: first xanga entry

2003
12/30*confidential, mini pac, denki, nosy @ work, frog | 12/26* softener, sleep, fraud, frog, jelly belly, xmas at jon's, xmas at stokes, stress, camera, mommy thumb, ants, stokesclan.com, mess, jon job, stuff | 12/22* rash improving, day 7, blood poo, pictures!, tail, red runners, 3.0, waffle, move out, battery | 12/16 jonathan 11, snow cow, rash, ass rip, italian final, wee wee tumor, premsin, nosy good: jie yell, prof pic, jeremy chat | 12/8 miserable failure, pop, end of year, classes full, nosy good, ratties bad, usb charger, bell pepper, stay in apt, ca/dale kids, kids, house ideas | 11/21 good charlotte, jeremy, social life, miss school, good government | 11/15* spray kitty, uti, elf, n**ger pummel, poo, brake | 11/12 nosy fine, debbie gibson, dale here, softener, goatc, groups, typing test, smart ftp | 11/7 new rosco, nosy burn, nosy out, corn maize, hooray!, lan, aenema | 10/19 lappie!!!!, still dizzy, dying school, puzzle, hw, ooglie bear | 10/14 myspace: back | 10/6 dizzy, blood, art test, italian, lan, cool gfriend, nosy outside, 103, staple, eric, recall, homeless die | 9/12 jobs, reading, fat, tutor, schedule, pre-rant, teachers know name | 9/6 thongs, ripping, wedding, universal city walk, 20 units, work, dad ass, staples uniform | 8/28 rant: black people, visual thesaurus, lee 21, dave hot, jeff lie sarah, playboy, work for amy-mom: tea, frames, thorpe, fry's; shop, wedding, fly | 8/21 family tree, pms, benedryl/premesin, bonnie, money, random rain | 8/17 no page pics, new drive, stupid people in street, ho, jie car, yes pics, nosy good | 8/15 >:[ stupid at&t, smud, swim/dive, stupid girls, nosy social, apartment babies, linkin park, lp underground | 8/9 no at&t, jon bad day, mad at jon, nosy cute, aristotle oven, linkin park | 8/7* tsg accident, jon at&t, osh, jeff broke window, jon school, school, no new place, foozool | 8/2 mini rant: emergency lights, clubbin' san fran, housing, dance good, drive | 8/1* hedgehogs, air, nosy friend, "toy", bored work, exercise, housing, monster, friendster | 7/18 heat, new work, bob dream, tub, kings mascot, eric's bday, depressed, personable nosy | 7/12 mendocino/fort bragg, pikachu, heat and no air, fat | 7/5 more ups, mendocino, map it, bury, the 4th | 7/2* R.I.P. Dade... | 6/13 still not crappy, no rag, ups, ferkin, jon dance, freckles, describe people | 6/5 not crappy, rat/nosy, pillow, nitten, eyelids, nu skin | 5/30 carmel poo, update page, shut up paper man, lazy, dance | 5/7** la rouche, ups, samarai jack | 5/6* mummy, toilet, swrk journal, playful nosy, bro 13 | 5/1 21, no card, shiny, school ending, bday gather, nosy suck, spam | 4/17* nosy, wordshark | 4/5 chinchilla: nosy | 4/2 ca party, half car, parasite eve, clean, book | 3/26 house move, quit max, charities/homeless, wireless board | 2/17 work less, school, freeways, fog lights

2002
12/28 work, school, animals, jon down | 6/8 mileage, kitty gone/back, grades, gnat=devil, dopewars | 5/19* no work, car, class ending, peacocks gone, tobey *sigh*, depression, live w/ca? | 3/19* winter break, spring semester, pageants, dead cat, chick chickity chick chick b'gockock, farm

2001
11/27** brr, no dorm, shopping suck | 10/5 peace+jon, jason bite, hotornot, fat, food, wish, jumble | 9/4 bad peach, rant: melissa/eric/jon | 9/1 rant: abortion | 8/27 debt, eye, jon great, shit day, units | 8/1 florida 7/31 jon: dream, stress, chico curse off | 7/15 jon, over chris, shingle springs, work, volunteer, model, rummage | 7/9 showeraholic, volunteer, jon, chon, powerpoint | 7/3 milk, dump, no home, kitty visit, movie, drive | 6/27 lies... | 6/25 mopey, shrek, car, dylan, cpk, no photo, ss card, relay for life | 6/17 am- shop, drunk, trinity, shannon back, stabbing westward, photoshoot?, chris- cute :) | 6/9 hairball, trinity, christime, work, shop, skateboard, sims | 6/6* tan, swim, cats, job, ma better, chris' house | 6/5 mini rant: bleeding, apartment, dad, live, chris, grades, mom-floater | 5/20 sleep, jon scare, pet chris swim, job, apartment, finals, protection necklace | 5/9* pee, chris, glass, *poke*, hippo, tan, foam, grind, santa cruz, julian, pms, laundry, heel, boxers, tater tots | 5/4* anime, foam, chris, greg | 5/3* no class, zach, foam party, apartment, ca alarm | 5/1 pimple, gas, lines, punch, chris, negative, no talk n's | 4/30* kev pic, bday, s.f., faithless, 19 | 4/26 handspring, debt, app., romeo+juliet, skateboard | 4/25 neil, bathrooms, handspring, dinner | 4/20* hail, chris draw | 4/19 more haircut, foamparty, kevin visit, defrag, tanless | 4/18 pickles, dance, mike, weed, jacob | 4/17* haircut, ma's house, blading, camera | 4/16* belly, cavity, paper, curiosity | 4/9 nick=guy, hissy at ca, noah, party=drink,lolly,kevin, lesbian | 4/5* bored, auction, dread, nosebleed, ra app., eat, break, camp, pms, hippo, pierce, messaging | 4/2 beach, delia*s, swim, tan, 11 yr. old, mall, saturday, pics, feel | 3/25 nick, beach, pool, royce, korn eye, shop, becky, dunno feel, allerigies..., DIMETAPP 12-HOUR EXTEND TABS | 3/21* hot, model, nick, neil+elizabeth, star watch | 3/15* vcut, poo, teeth, pack, shop, airport, chris, dentist, back, andre | 3/6 ma tatt, galleria, chris, gum doc, house, class, dreams | 3/2 andre, physical, chris, vivian cont. :), starwatch, alphapage | 2/20 boarding, vivian, neil :], cam | 2/16* ceramic day, pms, no hug, noah's song, andre, random dude, mall job?, hw, bf sweater, nammie dream | 2/13 qball!!!!, neil, jeremy flower, tatt, vday, arms | 2/12(*) rain, alarm, tattoo, neil, qball | 2/8 mirrors, no neil, med, pillow frump | 2/6* shit day, 12/27, jeremy, drama | 1/28* chipow, mouse, move, food, dale, chris, classes, model | 1/26* MONKEY! | 1/17* jacket, sick, nathan | 1/16 board, dream :(, no work, pathetic, pp | 1/11* nails, $$$, schedule

2000
12/27 no talk, trust, relationship, sis, sick 'n tired | 12/20 party, ip, cut, skinny | 12/18 recruit, work, party, visit, chris, jie, am&brad | 12/2 feet, gloom, jetta, FRUHDcam | 11/28* sleep, registration, name badge, missy, appt.s, phone | 11/27 overview: meds, l.a., chunk, drive, training, worry | 11/18 rant: davis, ca, house, nathan, neil, noah, shut up | 11/16* noah talk, annoying, bumpage, snood reg., neil/mad?, chunk monk me, house offer, chair, excel, wrestling club | 11/15 withdrawal, dancing, bumps, delia*s not fit, itchy | 11/13 chicken soup, sleep, semi-formal, chico, erik, kimmi, snood, sickness | 11/8 bored now... | 11/7* better, bangs | 11/6 withdrawal | 11/5 fuck it all | 11/4 *poof* contact, stay, yoo hoo, better, formal, hw | 11/3 poisoning, show, chico, no hunt, side effects, john, haircut, delia*s | 11/2 house sit, erik call | 11/1* happy november :), date, shower, bug bite | 10/31* happy halloween!! | 10/30* pressure, units, neil convo. w/ca, english | 10/29* fall back, jie and susan, neil, halloween | 10/27* hepatitis b, ca and me= 80's, delia*s | 10/26* kitties!!!!!!! | 10/25* dad visit, gross potty, shitty feeling, zach and nikki | 10/24* shawn, ice cream run | 10/22 sick, yogo raisins | 10/21 phiz, dia, dance "signals" | 10/20* shirt, happy apples, excel, ruffles, missy | 10/18* ring, skirt, withdrawal | 10/16 art, pills, concert, frat party | 10/13* lan party, flunk english | 10/12* shower, horiscope, noah v. justin | 10/11* rain | 10/10 counselor, jon talk, noah want back| 10/8 home, kali, movie marathon | 10/5* pms, pee to music, year 2000 | 10/4 stuff | 10/3* too much make-up | 10/2 assless | 9/29 rich bitch | 9/27 rich= dick, mail | 9/25 can't cry | 9/24 sleepy jon, sick | 9/23 guy pattern | 9/22 confusion... | 9/20 chris married, noah, kimmy | 9/8 start of school | 7/6 first rant


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